Chapters

Straight jacket feeling

Sunday, January 26, 2014

Feed me, just feed me with lies
Its burning red in your eyes
I never knew it had an expiry date
I built and see you destroy what I made
Maybe there are many maybe's in a line
But I couldnt find one that I can define
Tell me please what has this world become
I was let to the top and now im in a dump
You will never know what the insides look like
Coz they accumulate each time you strike
You can tell my story with your own version
You and I are definitely the same person
You are always right and I am never wrong
Damn it sounds just like a goddamn love song
I'll let nature take its course on its life
Aint nobody gonna help when you need to survive

12:19 AM

Barefooted

Tuesday, December 17, 2013

Blow out the candles that light these walls
Take my soul with you across the haunted halls
Put me to sleep just like how I wanted you to
I've long awaited, to walk without my shoe

We shall dance till the clock stops ticking
Till the grounds on our feet melt away
The aroma shall be of dried leaves burning
I walk alone but never again I have to stray

The way you lured me in was a work of art
The curtains was down before we could start
Your dark kingdom is where I now belong
The path I chose has never seem so wrong

Close I am to the edge of the earth
To find the truth of what is worth
I dont know if I can finish what I've started
This place is not for the broken hearted

11:34 PM

White

Tuesday, November 19, 2013

I used to...

12:36 AM

Right Now

Thursday, September 19, 2013

Let it all sink in and you shall fall asleep

You have always been wasting your time

Trying to unwind the lost times buried so deep

It will all be over soon when you see the end of the tunnel up close

It isnt the path that you want but in fact it is the side that you chose

You think its okay to speak the truth like anyone else would

When youve done your part and did all you could

Wrong you are I say for I do not have a doubt

That you will remain at the end of the line and its the truth I speak and not beat about

You stick around too much in life that you tear down the barriers

You create too much comfort for them to put you in grey areas

Let go just let it all go and try not to look back

For your soul to rest and not sink with a ship wreck

Too much love and too much hate at a go

One day your head is gonna drop down to your toe

You are half way there travelling on the fast lane

Nothing ahead but pages and pages of thoughts inked with coffee stain

Could it be that one time when you are placed in a nest built with thorns

That you even thought of making a deal with the guy that wears two horns

Maybe you are far gone from this strain of visions

Maybe every single trick comes with simple solutions

Maybe, just maybe.

12:23 AM

War

How does it feel like to be on the other side
While the lights stop and stare as time takes its bite
Flashes of white takes over as soldiers continue to fight
The battle is for all but all there is, is just the cold cold night

Bits and pieces are bleeding off the colorless wall
They melt away as winter turns back to fall
The target is locked but no one gets to throw the ball
It's an individual game and not all for one and one for all

When one step is too close and two steps are too apart
Hopeless it is, to cut a life out and expect a heart
The point can be achieved but the move ain't smart
Swords should be put away but hold on tight to that guard

The war is fought to earn the supposed freedom
A life that is free is like stepping into gods kingdom
No this ain't about pride nor it is about stardom
It's just the wilting rose of an idiom

12:13 AM

Bigger.

Wednesday, May 23, 2012

i grew up now but that doesn't mean that

i have to always be the bigger person.

Somehow, somehow life treats u well

Sometimes, sometimes it gives you a little hell

If the path that you've chosen does not lead you to where you wanna go

And you're half way through the lane to ure intended goal

How do you decide whether to keep on moving

Till you feel like you never will be stopping.

Strong as the roads may seem to be

One gust and there'll be nothing left to see

You build again hoping it will be the same

But that picture will never again fit the frame

Don't cry over spilt milk coz it's no use

What we get next is good enough to abuse

Long as the story goes on and on

Your body is here but your spirit is long gone

Don't stick around and wait for the clouds to past

The bunny took a nap and he ended up last

So much to do so much to give

Doesn't make you a better person

Doesn't give you more to live

You're never the bigger person in others eyes

The bad will stack and the good will always be ure first try.

1:37 PM

Tuesday, March 27, 2012

Nobody knows what will happen tomorrow.

1:21 AM

Ross Copperman - Holding On and Letting Go

Monday, January 9, 2012

Is anybody out there?
Is anybody listening?
Does anybody really know if its the end of the beginning?
The quiet rush of one breath
Is all we're waiting for
Sometimes the one we’re taking
Changes every one before..
It's everything you wanted, it's everything you don't
It's one door swinging open and one door swinging closed
Some prayers find an answer
Some prayers never know
We're holding on and letting go

Sometimes we're holding angels
And we never even know
Don't know if we'll make it,
But we know,
We just can't let it show

It's everything you wanted, it's everything you don't
It's one door swinging open and one door swinging closed
Some prayers find an answer
Some prayers never know
We're holding on and letting go
Yeah, letting go

It's everything you wanted, it's everything you don't
It's one door swinging open and one door swinging closed
Some prayers find an answer
Some prayers never know
We're holding on and letting go

It's everything you wanted, it's everything you don't
It's one door swinging open and one door swinging closed
Some prayers find an answer
Some prayers never know
We're holding on and letting go.

It's everything you wanted, it's everything you don't
It's one door swinging open and one door swinging closed
Some prayers find an answer
Some prayers never know
We're holding on and letting go

9:35 AM

Sunday, January 1, 2012

Closer and closer

9:43 PM

Dexter's Lab.

Sunday, November 27, 2011

Monday - Sunday

Alarm sounds.

Snooze for at least 15 minutes

Creep to the toilet to brush my teeth and wash my face.

Back to the room, open up the cupboard, pick the same uniform that I pick everyday.

Dress up. Wear my watch, my socks.

Grab my bag. check the keys in my pocket.

Check if my purse is in my bag. open up the door, lock it.

Wear my shoes. Open and lock another door.

Walk out to the bus stop 50 steps away from my house.

Stare at the direction where the bus is supposed to appear for at least 10 minutes.

Bus appears. Signal bus. Get up, validate the ticket.

Look towards the same seat in the bus, see if its taken.

Settle down. Look out the window.

The same route. Press the button to signal driver to stop.

Get off bus. Cross the road.

Walk up 2 flights of stairs.

Punch card.

Welcome back to work.

- Off work.

Walk down the same two flight of stairs.

Wait for the bus.

Bus appears. Signal bus. Get up, validate ticket.

Look towards the same seat in the bus, for sure it's not taken.

Settle down. Look out the window.

The same route. Press the button to signal driver to stop.

Get off bus. Cross the road.

Open the first door back home.

Open room door.

Take off shoes, throw room keys on the table.

Bath.

Online for awhile.

Sleep.

Next day... Please read from the beginning.

9:24 PM

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